Boris the beautiful kitty is still alive; testimony to the unrelenting tide of change and more evidence that each wave brings uncertainty. It is wait and see now. The infection is under control. It is the wait until it is time to test the kidney function numbers next week stage. We are both sleeping through the night again. I can better concentrate on work, but the air still feels different. This state may continue for weeks or months. I am unsure how I will make the decisions that in the end I must make. I can only trust that in time, each decision will become apparent. For now I can tend without worry. It is OK. I can tend without worry.